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It is rare that I write on my blog about my personal experiences and especially about my sex life. My sex life as one might describe is a troll of treasurers that I keep locked up and close to my chest as what I feel and experience with sex is so amazing and fairy tale like to others. But ones sex life and sexual experiences can seem like a novel of explosions and excitement to someone seems like nothing to me and what I have ever felt. I don’t feel, I conquer sex and sexual experiences like a game of check marks and marks that I have to surpass before I become to old to experience the pleasures of sex and my sexuality. And that makes me dangerous to people.
However I have come across only one person who can stir something in me and he has never touched me. Not a hug or a touch of a finger but he can move me to that place where one can find that euphoria of sexual bliss. At first I hated him for it as it is not the way I have become programmed and when I mix the drugs in with the sex it helps build the sexual stepping stones to fulfil some dream or conquer some game I have developed in my mind. The game is why I am so good at teaching sex and sexuality to people via my website, blog, parties, seminars and talks. As the game of sex is what people want to believe that sex is a process to reach an orgasm and to offer an amazing story but it is not that it is a feeling deep inside yourself and it is not about another person. I offer amazing stories and lessons on how to pleasure your partner how to give fantastic blow jobs, move into different angles and love your lover but if you want to know the truth about me, it is a game, it has always been a game of sex for me. I love to conquer the person who says they have never had a good orgasm or great blow job or have never done a certain sex act. I love the feeling that sex is a game and you have to win and be the best or at least the most memorable. But that is not what is all about. Sex is about a feeling inside of you that once it comes out it, can light a room that you are in but you are the only one who feels and sees it.
Some people can feel that feeling inside themselves by themselves but for me it was someone who brought it out in me and he never touched me. At first it was so confusing to me as why can I not touch what is in front of me but that is not what he is about to me. He makes me listen to him and feel him but from a distance. I can hear his voice and the tone and pitch but makes me stir inside, as like I have been asleep until I really listen to him. He likes to touch himself alone in the dark, I know he is naked he never has to tell me I just know. I can always tell from his voice that is insecure about his body as there is this pitch to it when he mentions that he is going to bed and thinks about what I do alone when I masturbate. But that insecurity goes away after a while. He lies in bed and starts touching himself I feel that when he talks to me that I am right there floating above him watching and feeling everything he feels which forces me to follow suit. He always slowly strokes his cock, slowing with long strokes from the base to the tip always following through the motion of the shaft from bottom to top. Long strokes and soft just like his voice. But he has a fetish as he likes it when someone watches but he doesn’t realize that he has two fetishes someone who watches and someone who listens and obeys his tone. I obey his tone as he is telling me that I must follow his strokes and touch myself the same way he does, long and slow from the tip of my clitoris to the entrance of my vagina. I can follow him on every movement as I can feel it so strong that I feel that I am sitting opposite him following his every move. I close my eyes and I am there in the same room watching him, as he looks outside to watch passer-by stop and view his window. I know they can’t see in but in his mind they are watching but it is me watching and waiting to follow his command. But he never commands me I just feel it so I follow him. I feel how his breathing becomes deep and raspy as his strokes get faster and shorter. I am so memorized by his breathing that I keep touching myself in wide circles, as I want to touch every part of my vaginal lips every part as he touches every inch of his cock. I think of him touching me with his lips not to turn me on but to turn himself on as the taste of sexual energy is what turns him on. The energy he produces with his breathing and how he talks to me makes every inch of me tingle as I have fire ants dancing all over my body. I keep watching him as I feel I can see him as clear as day. He stokes his cock faster as he gets harder and I can see it throbbing as he goes from one long stroke to the next. He tells me what he has pictured for months about me. He pictures a massive flesh coloured dildo which balls ramming deep and fast into my pussy. He visualizes that it goes in and out of me at such a fast and vigious speed that is makes my pussy swell and remain loose and open. But my pussy devours the dildo as I picture myself so excited and wet from him ramming the dildo deep inside me that my pussy wants to speak and say don’t stop, don’t ever stop. My pussy is following his lead his reaction, that my pussy just wants that desire he has and has been thinking about doing to me. He tells me what he has been thinking and how when he pushes that dildo deep inside me he tastes me and licks me as to ensure that I know he has complete control over every stroke and thrust. He wants to know that my pussy agrees with him and what he is doing to me which why he needs to lick me to ensure himself that this is okay but it is more than okay for me as it is his reinsurance that excites me, his control his desire, his fantasy that brings me to the point. The point is where I am somewhere else, not an orgasm with the pulsations and movements it is where I don’t know where I am, I am gone and his voice, his fantasies only he can do to me.
I can feel it when he is about to cum, it is the shorting of breathing and the sound of the motion I heard, but I close me eyes and I can see him grip his cock as he explodes and he loses control, the quick jerk of his leg and muscles as his cum is released. How I wish I could really taste it, taste him, touch him as he releases all his energy. I feel it as I close my eyes and picture him at that moment which brings me to a release of my own energy as I feel as I have been gone and I am finally floating back to where and who I am, as I don’t have multiple orgasms, I have just one, just one very long one as he takes to the most vulnerable place in my soul and I ride every wave of orgasm with the sound of his voice and the pitch of breathing.
There is one word he call me when he is excited, which will haunt me in my future, as it is word I hear from him every time, it is the word that makes it okay to feel and experience a moment of complete ecstasy in an orgasm you have reached with words alone. He touches me in ways no one man or woman have ever touched me to the deep core of my soul to release the true feeling of my sexuality. I love him, I love him in that moment and that moment is what I will hold on to.
I have added so many new products and seminar themes to my Sex Toy Parties. I am really excited about what I have added to the parties.
First, rechargeable Bullets – amazing 15 function bullet completely waterproof from Screaming Oh’s available in Black, Blue, Purple or Pink and comes with a two year warranty. These bullets are fantastic and the price is just right at $50.00 each.
Of course I have lots of other products from Battery operated Vibrators to rechargeable units, including fun bondage gear and new Massage Candles which are very reasonable.
My seminar section has added new Blow Job techniques, some new positions to consider and last Cannabis infused products, such as the Cannalife Pleasure Oil 10 ml at $20.00 each which is amazing, (see my blog post on the details)
But not only will I be bringing the Pleasure Oil, there is Cannabis infused Massage Oil and Dark Chocolates, all reasonable priced and these items will help improve one’s sex life and orgasms.
For Hostessing a Sex Toy Party with me I will be offering amazing discounts with the WeVibe Sync at $200.00 instead of $250.00 and discounts on Lubricants.
Think about Booking a Party with Laskamaria – the process is simple, just text me at 604-657-7840 or email: firstname.lastname@example.org – there is no deposits or minimums just contact me to discuss a possible date.
Cannalife’s Pleasure Oil, I figured it was going to be similar to other Clitoral Oils, I have tried but I was wrong I love this product. This post is my opinion and experience on Cannalife’s Pleasure Oil.
First, I love the price as it is approximately $20.00 or less for the 10 ml bottle which you should consider before investing in the larger size. The bottle is very discreet and small so I can travel with it or keep it in between my personal items. The cap and tiny dropper is cute but I removed the dropper as I prefer to use the open bottle since I find the 10 ml bottle small.
I decided to try the Pleasure Oil during my time of the month and only used a drop or two on my vagina lips and clitoris. During my period I find that I am not very sexually aroused so I figured trying this Pleasure Oil would be useless. However I was wrong using the Pleasure Oil around my vaginal lips, clitoris and folds on my outer labia helped relieve the pain I usually receive from my period.
After my menstruation cycle, I used the Pleasure Oil on all areas of my Vagina and I am amazed how this oil works. It does not have a heating or huge tingling effect like other Clitoral or Penis Oils but this Pleasure Oil helps you self lubricate. It helped me create more natural lubrication inside my vagina by adding to the outer part of my vagina, labia and clitoris. Therefore it penetrates into the membranes of the cell of my vaginal walls. Yes it did help bring out my clitoris to the surface and helped stimulating my clitoris. Yet it does not have the burning or heating effect that I personally find a bit annoying with Clitoral Oils which use Menthol, Cloves, Peppermint, Cinnamon or Peppers. I have not tried the Pleasure Oil with Cinnamon which is available if one wants a heating effect.
You have to remember that this product is an oil therefore you can use it as a lubricant but you can not use condoms with this product since it is not Condom compatible, but if you just use a small amount on the hood of the clitoris, the natural lubrication you will create is perfect for sexual intercourse.
I find that using this Pleasure oil within the last two weeks that not only has it helped me create more natural lubrication but I noticed it helped with the skin of my vaginal lips and the physical look of my vagina in general. I am an older woman 45 years old who has started premenopausal symptoms and I am concerned about the function and appearance of my vagina and surrounding areas, and this Pleasure Oil helps. I highly recommend it and with the price of the 10 ml being available around $20.00 it is perfect for one to try before investing in more expensive sizes or other products.
One other note about Cannalife’s Pleasure Oil is that I have a problem with my Nipples as I am finding that my nipples are sore and very sensitive during certain times of my monthly cycle. Therefore I tried the Pleasure Oil on my nipples and I was very surprised on how my nipples reacted to the oil. The Pleasure Oil not only created a positive visual look but it helped balance the level of comfort I was not experiencing before using the oil. The Pleasure Oil is amazing on Nipples and Breasts and helps sooth sore and tender breasts and nipples.
The Pleasure Oil has a slight smell to it which is the combination of myrrh and frankincense and a small hint of Cannabis. This Pleasure Oil will not get you high so tasting it or adding fiction and motion to the oil will not get you stoned. This Pleasure Oil is about helping one with creating natural lubrication, adding sensitivity to delicate areas and healing properties to your sexual organs.
Information from Cannalife’s Website:
A topical cannabis aphrodisiac to activate pleasure zones.
May be used as a topical aphrodisiac to activate pleasure zones, unlock energies, and enhance orgasm. This ancient formula uses the sacred essential oils of myrrh and frankincense with cannabis to bring blood flow and sensation to the area. Apply generously on and inside erogenous zones.This product is NOT intended for use as a lube, coconut oil will breakdown latex condoms and toys. If you intend to use during intercourse, use a non-latex condom.
Regular Pleasure Oil – 10ml & 30ml
Pleasure Oil with Cinnamon – 10ml & 30ml
Each 3-4 pumps contains 1ml measuring 17mg of THC that will leave you tingling and warm with pleasure. A little goes a long way. *Solvent free *NON-GMO
|Effects||Can be: relaxing, Helps to:, Alleviate pain, Relax muscles, Anti-Inflamatory, Pain Relief|
|Ingredients||Liquid coconut oil (MTC), CO2 extracted THC oil, essential oil blend of myrrh and frankincense.
*Contains 500mg of lab tested CO2 extracted THC
|Size||10ml, 30ml, 10ml Cinnamon, 30ml Cinnamon|
NU Sensuelle have manufactured an amazing new product – a small rechargeable Bullet and rechargeable Remote with Adjustable Panties.
I personally have checked out this item and this my opinion.
The Pleasure Panty is the Nu Sensuelle JOIE but with a remote control. The JOIE is a rechargeable bullet size is 6.5 cm in length and 1.9 cm in diameter which is the exact size of small bullets that fit in Cock Rings, Feeldoes, Harnesses etc.
The bullet and the remote is coated in a combination of ABS / Silicone which makes them sleek and comfort to the touch.
The bullet is extremely powerful with the 15 functions which is actually 4 speeds and 15 functions of pulsations and modes.
The item needs to be charged for a minimum of 2 hours before you can use the units and both units need to be charged. The bullet is charged via a magnetic connection to a USB charger whereas the charge for the remote is via a unit inserted in the bottom end of the remote, therefore making the remote splash proof and the bullet is waterproof.
The main difference between the regular JOIE and this Remote Control Pleasure Unit is that you cannot turn the bullet on or off by itself, it only turns on and off with the remote control unit. Therefore if you lose the remote you cannot turn on the bullet.
The remote control bullet does have a cord so it can be turned on and off and changed functions with the remote. The cord is waterproof but be careful not to pull on the cord as it is designed well but its not bulletproof in the event you pull the cord hard which means that the remote will not be able to turn on the bullet.
The panties are a black lace with a pouch in the vaginal area to fit the bullet and the cord. They are tied on each side therefore you can adjust them based on your personal size. The back part of the panties is more like a thong design than a panty.
The distance the remote via the bullet is over 20 feet in open spaces, once you are in another room then the power to change functions is a bit more limited. Just press down the negative button to turn off the vibration. I highly suggest once you purchase this item, read the instructions on how to change the functions and turn on and off.
I’m not a huge fan with the NU Sensuelle logo on the remote as makes it look trashy and flashy.
I love the Bullet at this is the popular JOIE size and rechargeable but with a Remote Control and it is still waterproof, small, compact and powerful. But with both bullets you have to remember to turn them off not just from the vibration but the blue light as well otherwise you will be recharging the bullet sooner than you think.
The panties are cute but I personally prefer to use this unit in a Cock Ring.
I worry about losing the remote as then the bullet will not work.
The packaging is well designed with a magnetic clasp to open and close.
Over all, for a Remote Control Rechargeable Bullet it is one of the best I have seen in a long time so I definitely recommend it.
Here are all the stat details on the unit.
- 15 Functions
- USB Rechargeable Bullet
- USB Rechargeable Remote Control
- USB Charge
- Charge time = 2 hours
- Running time = 25-50 minutes
- ABS bullet coated in Medical grade silicone
- 100% Waterproof (submergible)
- Black Cotton panty with Lace detail and side ties (one size fits most)
- Amazingly Powerful, yet discreet and quiet
- 1 Year warranty
- Toy bag included
- Available in Purple or Pink – the panties are black lace.
I have some amazing product specials for December 2016. These products are available on our website http://www.toyzforsex.com but if you order via email to email@example.com, or text 604-657-7840 you will receive the extra gifts.
Leather Keychain Flogger with silver plated clasp – approximately 10 inches in length. Black Leather – price is $20.00 – to order text me at 604-657-7840 or email: firstname.lastname@example.org
Stainless Steel Small Butt Plug with long Faux Fur Tail in Tan, White or Black. Price is $30.00 each – amazing pricing for excellent quality. If interested text 604-657-7840 or email: email@example.com
Clone-A-Pussy Milk Chocolate – this product is very cool, perfect for Christmas for your loved one. Everything included to make one chocolate pussy. Price $25.00 each – to order text 604-657-7840 or email: firstname.lastname@example.org
We Vibe Sync the new Wevibe for couples. This product is amazing as the unit is flexible so you can shift it tight when using it. Also the APP is easier to control and you can add your music to the APP. Price is $250.00 each but if you order from me for the month of December, I’ll add this special gift.
I’ll add to your Wevibe Sync order a bottle of Pink Natural Water and samples of Clitoral Gel, GSpot Gel, Vaginal Tightening Gel and Anal Relax for Her. All these products are organic. To order the WeVibe Sync at $250.00 plus the GiftPack email me at laskamaria@yahoo or text me at 604-657-7840.
If you are looking for any Adult Products or Lubricants this Christmas season email me or text me and I will do a price quote.
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MMJ Direct Affiliate Program
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